Middle of August,

These days, the workload has been increase significantly, I feel that everyday is quite meaningless..... This is not the kind of attitude I should have.

Its time to stop being naive and give up....

Some people are just so ma fan,

Swtiching to the other part of the brain.

Quite busy this week........ I have to beat myself. ...

難過

Dont know why suddenly this feeling stay in the head......I dont want to go to sleep right now because I know once I wake up, I will need to go to work..

Tiring day, it will be a long day today.....

Mid year goals

One challenge that I have been facing in the last 3 years was to overcome the distractions. Human beings have certain desire, no matter is spending money or playing something you enjoy but it is not the best option to let your wishes control over you. What I am trying to say here is that I am trying to focus more on my study other than my daily work, but somehow a lot of other distractions always pull my concentration away.

Its half way through 2011, let me make up some goals and see if I can achieve them by the end of the year. I was not a big fan of doing such thing in the past. However, sometimes making some changes might be good for you.

My first goal is to get more extra time out of my day to read at least an hour a day.... hope it will work....

Mistake

Making a tiny mistake does have a huge impact to the outcome. A lesson has to learn.

Aspiring

Looking for some external sources to aspire me in order to kick off with the new reading.

Keep browsing and keep discovering.....

Planning my next holiday to HK, should be by the end of this year.

Time efficiency

Sometimes I really admire those people that can write something stimulating and somehow can reflect other's heart, probably because I do not have the capability to do such thing. Often, I can find answers to my questions by reading other's blog. Funny enough that my daily job requires me to write something related to my job, or I should say my industry and I have no problem doing it. When talking about expressing personal feeling in words, I tend to struggle. 

Today, I had a lesson in church and have learnt that we need to treasure our time. This is in fact quite true. We should do something more meaningful and being mature rather than wasting time on other thing.  In some way, I totally understand that I need to get a move on, and perhaps I should not being naïve as well. I still believe that I have a choice to choose someone I love rather than who is more suitable. However in reality, things might turn out differently.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing called 端午節 in UK and I will need work tomorrow but hope people in HK will enjoy their holiday on Monday.

Once upon a time, one of my interest was reading books. However since I started working and suffered many hurtles, it became pretty tough for me to write something. My mind always has something floating around but found it hard to express it. I guess I have over complicated the matter.

Feeling very happy in the last 2 days, reading something meaningful will provide some sunshine to my life. 

Bank holiday

Today is the last day of the bank holiday weekend in England, thus I am enjoying my time off. Went to the pool in the morning and try to be more healthy, sometimes fighting against the health condition is a hard thing. U will never beat it because it is something outside of your control.

I am already tired by now and tomorrow will be another working day.

For some reason, this blog does not allow me to leave a message after I signed in.

why we have to chase something, but then we will fail badly. I am fed up with life recently. Learning how to adjust the mood.

no updates yet..

risky journey

Last week, I was celerbrating for my success and just a few days afterwards. I hear something bad .... this is going to be a risky journey .... ...........

moment of glory

I passed ... luckily, wish more luck stay with me...... too tired today

Pre-result day

Waiting for the outcome, what will happen? even if I pass this time round, I am very much in doubt if I will have the energy and time to carry on to the next level ....... dont know how to move on? any suggestion is greatly welcome.

April

2011 April, hay fever season comes up too.

There must be a reason for something to happen, these days, I tend to ask some stupid questions as to why such thing happen. Perhaps this Why is not the same as this Y.

UPSET

I am very upset today

Break through in life

As promised, I have always dream to reach at the stage where I am. I have completed the exams although not heard the results yet. 

Now I can do something I want to do. Feeling very lonley and boring in the past years, I need to make some more friends and life shouldnt be like what I am having. I also want to exercise more since I have been sitting down all the time in the last winter. Hope things will go in the right direction. God bless me.

happy day

feeling quite great so far, had a break from work and now my break is finished. I need to catch up with my new life plan for 2011.

exam approaching

fighting against the remaining 15 days, honestly I forgot most of the stuff already... finger cross...

developing

I hope after march I can stand a new life ...... full of confusion at present.

Worries

Worrying

a bad day

These 3 days, I thought it would be more relaxing but it turned out that the workload is heavier than before. Several deadlines are coming up by the end of this week. Today, something unpleasant happened, I hope to get some support.

tiredness

Its nearly the end of Jan, suddenly I got a feeling of loneliness, bored + sleepy. Everyday is the same, and knowing that I dont have many friends here makes life even more miserable.

A busy January has kicked off, although I have the heart to updated the blog but really couldnt find much time to do so.

I have my annual leave approved and I will be heading to HK in March, it sounds quite far away, but I have already excited about this....

一個人思考,一個人決定,一個人承擔是一件多麼戰戰兢兢的事?

由細到大都是自己走出自己的路,而偏偏上天給我的人生交叉點似乎又太多

有時,很害怕決定,也很害怕決定錯後要承擔這些錯

就算聽了云云意見決定不了也要交出答案

那個就是我的答案,我的人生

去到底,怎樣的人生最後的承擔都只有我

這條路已經是孤單和艱難

Recently, I always have a strong feeling that the biggest trap is unavoidable and it is quite easy to fall into it. Nothing much we can do, hope this year my brain will become wiser....

NEW year

Its the 2nd of Jan, I will have 3 more days holiday since I am using up some of my last year's holiday ..... but I still have not met the target revision. There is so much to read and so lazy to read. Sometimes getting these professional designation is much harder the doing the exams at university.

The new method to get rid of my cold seems working fine as I continue to think that I am well.  This afternoon, I went to the church annual party. However, more than half of the time, my eye couldn't open. Perhaps, this is due to the warming effect of the heater. 

Hope my friend will gain enough sleep during her stay at Sydney....